Jun 10, 2014

dedicated to #25


3 tahun sudah, kita t'lah lewati.
masa-masa yang indah penuh warna
dan juga canda ceria.
akankah kita temui kebahagiaan seperti ini nanti?
selamat tinggal.
semoga kau dan aku
akan jadikan ini sebagai satu kisah
yang manis dan kan terus dikenang.
-vidi aldiano | kisah kita


Jun 4, 2014

bipolar.

"so 
happy
one 
second.
incredibly
depressed
the
next."
 

Jun 1, 2014

a little note for you, boy

there is only one thing i want you to do.

it's quite easy, if you make it easy.
it's hard. i know it is, but you can choose not to make it hard.

i just want you to never give up on me.

when i push you away, please pull me back. pull me closer to you.
when i shout at you, cause you know i'm so angry. and i can't help it myself,
please hug me tightly. so tight 'till i can never loose myself from your arm.

when i don't answer your calls, don't read your chats, or else in between,
please come, visit me at my home. make sure to yourself that i am okay.
when i get overly clingy or just sometimes doubt myself that i can be with you forever,
please assure me that i am you only one. and will always be your one and only girl.

when i feel insecure, sad, and the tears won't stop running through my cheeks,
'till i can hardly breath, please remind me how blessed i am.
remind me that everything is going to be okay, eventually.
remind me that i have your shoulder to lean on.
i have you to put my smile back on my face.

when i'm about to give up on you and run away from you,
please kiss me. hug me. whisper to me in my ears those three words.
just show me why i shouldn't.

i know maybe this is too much to ask
but still, i only as for one.
i am hoping that you love me enough to do this.
to stay. to stand still. to be there beside me through whatever.
to be a little more patient.

p.s.
i do the same for you, boy.