thankyou God o:)

thankyou Lord and Mother Mary

for the blessings

mom&dad

my bro

dit

and all of my families and friends

for your support

i'm done with tears.

-tobias eaton, allegiant-

and yes

and yes, it did change everything.

from lost to love.

from far to close.

from dream to reality.

from you, unreachable.

from you, so frustrating.

from you, who i adore.

now, for once, for-ever.

mine.

again, I feel insecure

again and again and again.

di saat lagi sibuk-sibuknya ujian gini, ngerasa takut itu biasa sebenernya, cuma mungkin gw terlalu paranoid dengan yg namanya 'ketakutan', 'kegelisahan', dan semacemnya..

ada kesendirian yang entah kenapa tiba-tiba kerasa jadi beban banget. ada kesepian yang entah bagaimana menghantui. ada kekesalan yang entah karena apa. ada ketakutan yang entah bagaimana mengikuti. ada kegelisahan yang diam-diam menggerogoti.

insecure sama hal-hal yang gak penting, insecure sama hal-hal yang katanya cuma mitos, insecure sama hal-hal yang dibuat-buat sama otak, insecure sama hal-hal yang udah biasa tapi tetep aja mengundang rasa tidak enak.

again and again and again.
what am i supposed to do?

go away fear, go....please.

to you, again

home alone.

you break down.

letting out everything.

crying as loud as you can.

your family come home.

and here you go.

fake smile, fake laugh.

pretend everything is ok.

they don't suspect a thing.

they don't suspect their child is broken and falling apart.

-weheartit

buat yang lagi mau pra-us

heyho you, sekarang i'm using your laptop, posting hehe..maaf yaa dipinjem..and thankyouuu :D

semangat yaa dit belajarnya..persiapin yang maksimal buat besok dan seminggu ke depan...i know you can do it and pass it, semuanya pasti lancar kokk...!

goodluck goodluck..wish you all the luck you can get from Him... Jesus bless you dit... :) and my pray with you hihi love youu!


btw here's a song to accompany you :) enjoy..

another surprise from this guys, thankful to have you all..

"apa yang pernah dibangun tidak akan runtuh begitu saja karena fondasi yang kuat"

semoga tetep kompak begini yaa... :D