this :")

 this :")

there's nothing more for me, i really miss this moment. night conversation with you. bbman sampe malem. dulu kita smsan sampe pergantian hari menyapa. like this time. ah not again. it hurts you know. realize that this won't last long like it used to. i miss u. i miss us. i miss the old days. i miss this feelings.

but you? out there? i don't think so you would feel the same. i don't know. maybe this just a stupid thing that i keep trying on. that keeps me awake this night. that makes me believe there will be a hope for us. when actually it's not.

miss you miss you miss you. am i wrong to feel this way? it's been too long since we apart. since there's no more conversation like this. since that time. the only time that hurts me more than other things. the most i guess. i act like a stupid and a foolish girl. keep hoping for a dream that i can't reach after all.

thanks. thanks, that you still want to talk to me. but hey, can we be like those time? can we be "together"? i guess this feeling is still here. stay up long. i guess i still feel the same. i guess this is the thing that never left from my heart. my deepest feelings for you.

do you know you mean so much for me? do you know how i feel about you? do you still have those feelings for me? :")